Vodka and Cavier

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30.8.09, 4:42 PM

496694098. add me. (:

1. I love...you. (:
2. Right now I want...to get better! :/
3. I feel like...taking a nap.
4. I hate it when...people lie.
5. I fear...the future.
6. I'm lonely without...my friends.
7. I need...someone to say they love me. & mean it.
8. Today I...was LAZY! :)
9. Tomorrow I'm...going to school, ugh.
10. I just...wanna dance with somebody! bahaha, not really. (;
11. I want to meet...i honestly don't know how to finish that? lol.
12. I'm hungry for...you! :O
13. I love it when...people randomly hug me.
14. I'm afraid of...bugs :(
15. I'm listening to...Time To Pretend by MGMT:D
16. I'm wearing...clothes.
17. I wish I was in...Cuba. (first thing that popped into my head..)
18. I'm craving...your mom? :D
19. I want to get...it onnnn! hahahahahaha, KIDDING(;
20. I can...kick your butt?!
21. I can't...kick your butt?! hahaha.
22. I have...a nose.
23. I haven't...broken a bone.
24. I'm nervous to...go to my tech ed class. the teacher scares me :P
25. My Mom thinks I'm...beautiful. (i'm not.)
26. My Dad thinks I'm...the coolest person ever? hahaha.
27. I think...i'm a weirdo.
28. I'm happy when...people are happy?
29. I'm sad when...people are sad?
30. I like eating...food.
31. I hate eating...non-food.
32. I love watching...clouds.
33. I love listening to...sound.
34. I like playing...GUITAR HERO! (:
35. I hate waking up to...alarm clocks.
36. I can see...stuff.
37. I'm glad that...i'm alive. (:
38. I'm disappointed that...i'll die someday. ):
39. I look like...alexis wieck?
40. I wish I looked like...a pretty person. :/

sooooo,

26.8.09, 5:46 PM

today was better than i expected. i thought i'd be with a whole bunch of strangers, but i wasn't. there were tons of people i knew & made some friends. weee, that's never a bad thing, right? ;)

anyways, volleyball tomorrow. but paige doesn't know if she wants to be in it with me anymore, grr. i don't know if i want to either than.

yeah, and this chick in all of my classes was like mean to me :( well she seemed mean at least. UGH I DON'T LIKE MEAN PEOPLE.

already got people telling me i'm stupid & retarded, so yeah. that's freaking great, gawd.

i had an~

24.8.09, 10:59 PM

AMAZING day.
9; woke up & called Zachary.
10; Zach told me to call Paige & wake her up, then start getting ready.
10:05; got in the shower after leaving angry voicemails.
10:15; left another angry voicemail.
10:30; Zach called & we chatted some more.
10:40; finally heard back from Paige.
11; Zach hung up and left for Space Aliens.
11:30; Paige finally came over & we left for Space Aliens.
11:40; felt bad because we made Zach stand around ten minutes.
11:42; left for my place.
~k, done with times. we got to my place, i got my schedule & then we went to paige's. got her schedule, and Zach almost convinced me to ditch Paige. didn't happen though(: then we left for cheney, which omfg. we are such losers because we act like children, go figure. and so we got to my locker, which Zach remembered the combo for (wtf?!?!) and can do it faster than i can, so he might just have to do my combo every day hahaha. when we opened the locker, somebody else's shit was in there. so i was all confused. we went to the office & they were like "yeaahhh, they'll move their stuff out asap." i'm like "alriiight then." so then we wandered the school some more & then sat down in the cafeteria and talked. it was fun, and my gosh. ahhaha.
on the way back, it was weirrrd. :P don't even wanna explain that.
then we got to my house, i asked my mom if we could drop Zach off (even though we'd already said good-bye & he'd starting walking home.) so we tracked him down, and gave him a lift back. he was whispering to Paige in the backseat.. GRR SECRETS ARE LIES(;
so it was good day:D majorly fun & amusing. hehehe.

GO HERE!!!

23.8.09, 3:47 AM

http://www.yourworldoftext.com/alexiswieck
:) write me a message.

if i were a guy~

22.8.09, 5:12 PM

i would totally bang stefani germanotta - NOT lady gaga! better voice, prettier face, and nicer hair. but i'm a girl, and i'm not bi or lez, so it's just one of my "man dreams," as i call them. NOT GONNA HAPPEN, hahaha.

anyways, rough morning. :/ but whatevs. laterrrr(:

i managed~

21.8.09, 5:59 PM

to put myself in a depressed mood. wow, that's like the lamest i've ever done. my hair is awful, because the teacher at the hair salon told my stylist to put the wrong color in & now it's just.. ugh. not what i wanted, and now i have to wait until next TUESDAY to get it fixed. for free, at least.

i also got my eyebrows waxed and now they hurt like shit. my God, it like burned when she did it. i just felt like swearing, but couldn't because a little girl was getting her hair washed a couple chairs down.

& like all of my friends went out of town for lakes & camping. screw them, i'm going to become a hermit again.

if anybody would like to cheer me the hell up, talk to me on msn ~ blondnsmart8@msn.com.

over at~

17.8.09, 5:44 PM

paige's. it's been a rough/amazing day, and i don't know if i can fully explain it.

15th - moved stuff into storage.
16th - grandma took me shopping, got lots of new stuff.
Today - was supposed to hang out with Zach & Paige, but he woke me up and said something about his dad & sister, i honestly don't know. i was half awake. so i came over to paige's, then went home quick to grab keys and got in the biggest fight ever with my brother. let's just say it ended with tears, but it's all good(:

TOMORROW~ might hang out with Paige & Zach, then gonna go get ma hair done, whoopt! (:

15.8.09, 6:16 PM

BUT I'M A CREEP, I'M A WEIRDO. (:

hehehe, radiohead pwns your ass! anyways, chewing nasty-ass gum (prolly cuz i've been chewing it for two hours.. ew.) & yeaaah, bored so blogging quick! A QUICKIE(:

loves youuu?

eminem~

14.8.09, 7:54 PM

makes me depressed. but he also makes me think about stuff i'd rather not touch.

whatever, i'll continue listening. just because i enjoy this feeling.

thirtieth post!

13.8.09, 8:22 PM

music ~ Landing Feet First by Bayside.
mood ~ Amazing.

been busy lately;
Aug. 9 - moved a whole bunch of shit to dad's. now my room is a complete pit & my bathroom is crowded & making me claustophobic everytime i go into it. GRR.
Aug. 10 - got "married" ahahaha.
Aug. 11 - walked to the gas station with Paige & then went to her house. went home @ 11:10 or so. she thought i got raped because i didn't text her till like 11:30. hehehehe.
Aug. 12 - school registration & pictures. ugh, i have a feeling they'll look awful :( & then it got to be like a million degrees and my sweater was AWFULLY hot. went to Paige's, then went home because Emily was gonna come spend the night <3.
Aug. 13 - Emily left and Paige came over (can you tell me & Paige are like BFFs? hahaha.) also made plans with Zach for Monday!

whoopt. busy girl, eh? hopefully in the next couple days i can manage to slip in some shopping. I NEED CLOTHES FOR SCHOOL GRRUGH. ah well. (:
gonna go & listen to some more Bayside.. just because i'm madly in love with the singer...:)

sunglasses = cool?

10.8.09, 4:38 PM

so, i was just looking at pictures of some girls who go to my school (not all in my grade.) and i keep seeing this sunglasses trend. is it cool to hide your eyes with sunglasses even if it isn't sunny? like, really. i NEVER wear sunglasses, and i definitely wouldn't in a picture while inside. it seems kinda lame/stupid.

maybe it's just the girls with pretty eyes that don't wear sunglasses, ahahahaha(:

anyways, been chillin' today. it feels nice. gonna touch up my hair for pictures, then back to being anxious & shtuff. peace!

sorry~

, 12:33 AM

haven't posted in a while. been busy moving.. AGAIN. but this time it's worth it, so my room will be all nice & perfect(:

add me, blondnsmart8@msn.com but let me know first, i don't like random adds. :/

i've been~

5.8.09, 2:25 PM

crying, sadly. & for about an hour, i couldn't stop. i cried and cried and cried, and about something big. but i really don't want to talk about it on here. it's really complicated, and i can't believe i found out most of it by myself. it all flowed out of my mouth, like i knew it all along, but i didn't? so i'm kind of confused. whatever, i'm just going to try to get into a good mood again.

btw, paris hilton is the shit. seriously. don't think she's a spoiled brat, GO WATCH HER DOCUMENTARY ON MTV. she's amazing.

gregthbbrt BORED!

4.8.09, 8:12 PM

Whatcho name is?
alexis.

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
my dad, duh.(;

Do you go tanning?
people always tell me i should because i'm naturally super white. but i just get burnt, so what's the point?

Do you drop your phone a lot?
eh, not a LOT. :P

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
i wish i hadn't, but i did. i look UGLY! :(

What are you doing?
this & listening to music & chattin' with my LOCELY bff(; oh & now i'm talking to zach, hahaha.

Do you miss anyone from your past?
wellll, i did. but now i'm getting used to the people of the present(:

To get with someone of the opposite sex, have you ever faked being drunk?
uhhhm, NO.

Who was the last person(s) you talked to last night before you went to bed?
errhm, can't remember if it was stephan or emily.

What's your opinion on weed?
i don't do drugs, so stfu.

Do you love the last person that called you?
stephan ~ he scared the hell outta me! SO NO :P

Who was the last person you saw in person besides family members?
somebody outside while i was going inside, haha.

Where was your default picture taken?
on zee floor :P

Are any of your friends virgins?
as far as i know, yayaya.

What exactly are you wearing?
EXACTLY? green shirt, pink bra, jeans, & black underwear. hahahaha.

How would you react if your celebrity crush came to your door?
OMFG. i would diiiiie(:

Do you ever have days when you just want to stay in bed all day long?
hahaha, well duh.

Have you kissed more than ten people this year?
uhhh, yeah no. i'm not a slut.

You kissed someone today, didn't you?
nope.

How often do you honestly cry?
uhhh, like once a month MAYBE.

Does anyone call you babe?
uhhhm, not currently? but i have before.. ew.

Have you ever had someone sing to you?
hahaha, yayaya.

Have you ever dated anyone just for their looks?
uhhh, nope.

Do you think you've changed over the past few years?
a LOT.

Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
loud is the most reasonable level.

Does your phone ring often during the middle of the night?
uhh, NO. because people know they'll get chewed out! :P

This time last year what was your love life like?
hm, veryveryvery mellow d:

Who was the last person to smoke in your presence?
uhh, idkk.

If something was wrong, who is the first person you would go to?
emilys, because she knows exactly what to say <3

What smells better? Gasoline or Permanent marker?
gross?

If you have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
nose & monroe ring.

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
yayaya. how annoying! hahaha(:

Do you wish someone would call you right now?
no one can call right now, since my speakers are blown out hahahaa.

The phone rings; What do you say?
"um, hello. WHAT?" hahhaha(:

Latest you stayed up in the past week?
prolly around 4. me & my awful sleeping problems :/

What are you listening to?
lollipop - framing hanley.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
well yeaaah(;

What was the best thing that happened today?
uhhhh.. i really don't know, hahaha.

Do you wear eyeliner?
yessssirr.

Would you date someone taller than you?
hahaha, YES. :P

have you ever~

, 2:03 PM

played guitar hero shirtless? it's pretty different..

meh, boredd~

3.8.09, 5:49 PM

i think that possibly.. i'm fallin' for you.. ! juhkihing. ;)

but gawd, this song is amazing. hahaha. WTF I CAN'T GET OFF OF BOLDY ;( there? there, lmaaao. :)

wgkijngjungbiokgmeig :)

Where was your default picture taken?
for facebook; on my couch, rofl.
for here; on my bed, after i woke up.

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
hm, that i woke up late. i wish i got up earlier, but i was wasted, hahaha.

Are you disappointed in anyone?
uhm, sorta. but it's more of an extremely angry thing going on, lmaaao.

If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
probably that i don't wanna talk to you? idkkk.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?
yes ma'am. i expect to have that kinda trust with all of my friends<3

Will you be driving in a year?
'tis possible for me to get my permit.

Have you made a mistake this past week?
hm. i don't think so. i think i'm actually accomplished some(:

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
naaah.

Where is your biological father right now?
um, in the kitchen washing dishes..? lol.

Do you think your life story would make a great movie?
ehm, prolly not.

Is your room clean?
depends who ya ask, hahaha.

How many tattoos would you get?
not much into tattoos. i'm more of a piercings girl ;)

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
suree. ha.

If you had to get a piercing right now, what would it be?
oh, i want a nose piercing, monroe ring, and my belly button pierced. :)

What woke you up this morning?
myselfff?

What are you sick of?
lame quizzes :P

Are you missing anyone/something?
mhm.

Could you date someone taller than you?
well i hope they'd be taller. i'm short as hell hahaha.

What are some things you do when you’re mad?
i yell or vent on random peoples who don't deserve it :/

How do you feel about your hair right now?
it's wet, lmaaao.

What are you listening to right now?
welll, 21 guns just ended. now it's you found me. :D

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
not currently, but i've been through more than a dozen "stressful" times. lol.

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
uhh, no.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine.

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
i kissed my cat's forehead, hahaha. so no, lol.

Would it hurt seeing the person you last kissed, kissing someone else?
..not at all, lmaaaao.(:

Who is the last person you physically hit?
uhh, i really have no idea.

Would you date someone if they asked you right now?
ehm, depends i guess.

Is it okay if you kiss people if you're single?
i don't think sooo. at least, not for me.

What do you want to do after high school?
go to DUKE! & major in psychology & minor in English literature :)

What was the last good news you heard?
that we're having italian sausage pasta stuff for dinner. YUMYUMYUM. :D

gooooood mood(:

, 4:11 PM

"i don't believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now..." :) ahh, oasis is always a good pick-me-up. seriously, if anybody wants to buy all their cds for me - i'd love you until death ;) hahaha.

hm. i'm actually in a great mood :D i should've gone tanning today.. but i didn't. my swimsuit is DIRTY ;( at least the bottoms are still in the hamper, but ah well. i'll do it sometime this week. i promise. (not like you care anyways, though. :P)

i really, really, REALLY wanna get a myspace. any convincing pleas to get mums to say "yes!"? another way to make me love you until death :D

I SAID MAYBE YOU'RE GONNA BE THE ONE THAT SAVES ME. AND AFTER ALL, YOU'RE MY WONDERWAAAAALLL! :) gawd, i'm a dork hahaha.

anyways, i redid emily's myspace for her. & it looks stunning - as anybody's would if i revamped theirs too! (another reason why i'd love to get a myspace, blaah.)

ohohohohoh! yellow by coldplay is on, weee. i'm gonna go dance now, tata!