Vodka and Cavier

WOAH, WE'RE HALFWAY THERE:

28.12.09, 6:53 PM

WOAH, LIVIN' ON A PRAYER. TAKE MY HAND! WE'LL MAKE IT, I SWEAR!<3

jeeesus, sorry for not updating in like.. 4 days! :P Let's see, here's what I've been up to:

23th: went shopping & got my daddy a book about 1969 (because that's when he was born) & District 9 on blu-ray. I got Britts a game, which we later played after she opened it and found out the only fun part is the questions. I got Mattilyn a Littlest Pet Shop thing. & Garrett got a basketball game. Woo (:
24th: got ready & went to Britt's with my daddy. we ate, listened to Garrett read "The Night Before Christmas" or whatever it's called, then opened presents. I got a new columbia jacket, $20 to Barnes and Noble, A NEW QUILT!!!!, 'Tricks' by Ellen Hopkins (and it's also signed by her!!), new pajamas, and a bookmark thing.
25th: woke up & opened more presents. I got Rockband 2, GH World Tour, Beatles Rockband, Lady Gaga CD, & this fill-in journal that I've wanted a while. Pretty much sat around & playing Rockband all day. It was majorly blizzarding.
26th: More Rockband & more snowfall.
27th: Got ready & went to the library. Then I went to Jimmy John's & Gamestop.
& Today?: Well, nothing really exciting. Got up at 7 or so and said bye to mom before she left for work. Then I watched the end of Little Nicky & the beginning of Waterboy with John. Then I read and took a nap with my kittycat. That's about it, haha.

It's probably gonna be a boring next week, but whatever(:
Peace out, bloggggaz!

Christmas Eve, ugh.

24.12.09, 3:20 PM

mm,so today will be crazy with stuff. meh, i'm not exactly up for it all.

yesterday i started & finished my christmas shopping - which was pretty successful. i only bought stuff for four people: dad, britt, matty, & garrett. all together i only spent about 100$. best shopping i've done in a while. what i got them will remain a secret... :) my mom & zach helped me out with picking out stuff. and maaaan, were they helpful. <3

now i'm sitting here in the dining room/computer area (we combined them since we don't use the dining room much at all except paying bills & mail sorting lol) with a towel on my head & makeup all on. it's whatever. i'm gonna go get ready & then head to my auntie's!
ppppeace out<3

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23.12.09, 7:12 PM

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I thought I knew you:

21.12.09, 4:49 PM

SO WELL!

HeyHello, Christmas Break on Wednesday<33 YAY!
send me a message, paleeeeeez(: i'd love to talk to new people!

You were drunk:

16.12.09, 5:20 PM

and tried to take a mental picture, with your hands<3
hehe, motion city soundtrack? pretty much amazement.

so i decided to write those mini-paragraph thingers of my friends for a post today. meh, it sounds entertaining and a whole bunch of people were doin' them on myspace bulletins. i feel like doing it on here, soooo enjoy stalkers:)

That's why you're still around, you've got blood running down your chin; but you suffer peacefully. She was a termite, eating away at my roots. I was just a lost soul, we needed a home; I was filling a void with you. & I can't, can't wait til you see, see, see what death and disgust has done to me. <3bayside,>

Paige? You have put the biggest smiles on my face since the first day I met you. I cannot seem to find anyone else who makes me laugh more than you. The past seven years would have been so much more boring if you weren't there through it all. You've watched me laugh, cry, complain, bitch, entertain, everything. I hope we're always best friends, because I love sharing lockers. ;)
Zachary? You are seriously the coolest person I've met in a long time. Although we're total creeps and we perv on people, I have the best memories with ya. ;) Whoever says that your best friend is the one you've known the longest must be a tard, because YOU are my best friend. You've proved yourself countless times, and that makes me happyhappyhappy. Ultimate bff?! Duh. (:
Emily? No matter the distance, you will always be my sister. In the last year, you meant the most. If not for you, I'd still be crushing on the same asshole; still be shy; and still have the same old friends. I love you sooososo much, you have no idea. My sister for life.<3 style="font-weight: bold;">Brittany? Whether we fight, lie, whatever! you are my favorite cousin and someone I trust completely with my whole entire heart and life. I know you'll be in my life forever and a day, because I can't live without you. :)
My mom? There are not words to describe how grateful I am for you in my life. I can't imagine a greater/stronger/trustworthy/beautiful person to have as a mother. I'll be by your side always, no matter what. That's not a promise, that's the honest-to-God truth.
My dad? You have exposed me to sooo many great things in the world, and I cannot thank you enough. I've realized we are sooo alike, but the ways we are different are REALLY different. I love you a lot and knows you'll always be my favorite guy:)

Sorry if I forgot you, these were my bestfriends. (: Peace out!

You're my:

15.12.09, 5:57 PM

best friend & I love you!
Weezer = Love, fer surely.

Hello my precious internet creepers. (And yes, I'm talking to you! The 35-year-old male sitting at his mother's house to use her internet access to read my blog & play World Of Warcraft. You know I love you!<33) How is everyone doing today?! I changed the layout a bit, obvi if you can't tell. Nobody cares, I know:)

I'm so flippen' hungry, and I don't know where my daddy is. Ugh, stressful. and you know what I've realized? I hardly EVER go onto msn anymore. It's just boring. The same people every time I log on. I need new friends.

Well I'm gonna go. Bye my friends!

So for my:

14.12.09, 4:39 PM

14th birthday, I got the following gifts:
(in the order i was given them..)
1. Charm bracelet - Amy
2. Necklace - Kyla/Rachel
3. Necklace & earrings - Kyla/Rachel
4. Bracelets - Kyla/Rachel
5. Surprise Cupcakes - Rachel
6. Ask Alice ; book - Mom
7. Serial killer book - Mom
8. iPod Touch - Dad
9. $15 iPod Giftcard - Zach
10. MY PURITY RING<33333 style="font-weight: bold;">Mom

& I guess there's more to come, good Lord.
Bahaha, not that i have anything against getting presents, it's just all too much. And just on Saturday, my dad bought a new Playstation 3; so it's like WOAH WTF? WHERE'D ALL THIS MONEY COME FROM?! But whatever, I haven't played the PS3 at all yet. I'm kind of scared of it. It's all shiny and black.. bahah.
Well, here's a survey to catch you all up on MYSELF! byyyyye fer now(:

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Is it hard for you to imagine life away from your hometown?
i've been away from my hometown for a whopping 9 years. it's quite easy to imagine..

Has anybody really broken you, and if so, has it changed you?
yes, someone & something. someone: i thought it could be forever with him, and all of a sudden he decided it was for the better if we weren't together. it seemed as though he was gonna say, "maybe another time, when things aren't like this." but then we got in this huge fight & i was soooo hurt. i couldn't imagine life without him, but ONE - a whole fucking ONE person decided to give me a hand and tell me "It's going to be okay. Trust me." & i love her to death. she is my sister<333>

Do you honestly have any regrets?
no, i try not to regret stuff.

Have you met anybody that changed your life?
bailey: taught me what best friends don't do.
paige: taught me how to smile for real.
emily: taught me that the world won't end, even if it feels like it will.
taylor: taught me respect and maturity.
zach: taught me that it's okay to be happy again.
<3>
Have you ever cried over a text message?
nope, but i've thrown my phone because of one. "i don't think this is going to work." - pissed me off soooooo bad. my reply: "K WELL I'M GROUNDED ANYWAY, DON'T TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN." & he hasn't since (:

Have you ever opened up to somebody, but then they basically threw it all away?
pretty much. it happens a lot, & i'm still looking for someone who will actually listen and not just nod & say "mkay."

Are you in any kind of emotional pain right now?
since all of these questions are opening me up, kinda yeuh.

What are you listening to?
brick - ben folds

Are you nice to everyone?
i try. me & mean don't exactly go hand in hand.

Ever receive a really long apology?
yes. he apologized for being an ass & i forgave him. but i haven't talked to him in like a year :P

When is your birthday?
December ninth.

Can you watch scary movies?
sure thing<33>

Who have you talked to most in person today?
paige probably.. i dunno.

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
i was just biting my nail, does that count?

Are there any bruises on your body?
possibly.

This time last year, were you single?
i think sooo.

When was the last time you cried?
i can't remember.

Who is the last person you texted?
emily, i believe.

When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
i haven't hugged anybody today.

When was the last time you smiled because of a text message?
something emily said, but i'm not posting it..hahaha,

Are you usually wide awake in the morning?
oh gosh no.

Who were the last three people you saw in person besides family?
this lady & her daughter. & my mom.

Are you planning on having kids?
i want them.

Is there someone who always makes you smile?
yes.

What are you wearing right now?
same clothes i wore to school.

Did the last person you kiss have piercings?
no.

Do you like the snow?
yayay(:

Is your bed comfortable?
OH YESSS.

Do you dislike the last person you kissed?
he's a cutie. & i miss him!

When you trip, do you get embarrassed or just play it off?
ahhh, i don't trip ;)

Would you consider yourself spoiled?
yesyes.

Let's test your memory, what color shirt were you wearing during your last kiss?
nooooooo idea.

Do you find it hard to trust others?
not really.

Do you expect to move out in the next year?
nope.

Would you ever donate blood?
yes.

Who was the last person you sent a message to on facebook?
zach.

Who was the first person to ever break your heart?
prince william, duh.

Has anyone done anything really sweet for you recently?
yes, zach held my bag while i got my marshmallow coat on.

Have you ever made a guy cry
apparently.. whatever.

Have you talked to a complete and total jerk today?
my gym teachers decided to keep only the GIRLS after class to look for a shoe.. it was tarded, fo' realz.

Were you under the influence whatsoever last night?
no.

The person you have feelings for runs up and kisses you, what do you do?
lalalalalala WEIRD but cool:)

Do you like Red Bull?
sometimes(: i like amp bettttah!

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point that isn't around anymore?
yeuh..

Do you get stressed out easily?
sometimes.

Will you kiss anyone tonight?
baha, no.

When was the last time you were in a very good mood?
today.

Are you currently looking forward to anything?
mm winter break!

Do you plan on getting drunk in the near future?
nooo.

Have you ever told anyone you loved them and honestly meant it?
"i wouldn't say it if i didn't mean it. <--precisely." - answer from the person i copied this from. well, i used to say that before i met this guy i fell really hard for & i told him i loved him & ends up i didn't mean it, so yeuh. sometimes you don't always follow what you plans. ANYWAYS, yes i have told somebody i loved them & honestly meant it. he's my bestfriend:)

Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
.. lol

Do you like to cuddle?
sometimes, not really.

Who was the last person you took a picture of yourself kissing?
bahahahahaha

At your best friend's house, do you know your way around the kitchen?
ahhhhh no. i don't even know the way around MY kitchen.. :P

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
oh yeah. wanna see before & after pictures?

i think i've changed, ahaha.
Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
yeah, somebody in my grade actually :P

Have you held hands with someone in the past 24 hours?
yep.

Do you usually apologize first?
ahhh idunno.

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
of course.. i'd be like, nothing without that kid.

Who was the last person you high fived?
clarissa! (:

Will you be in a relationship next month?
ahh no.

Last time you went to church?
i don't believe in church.

Are you thinking about someone right now?
kinda.

It's my:

9.12.09, 7:43 AM

Birthday! yayayay(:
14 years old<333

I hate:

7.12.09, 5:27 PM

thinking about how any guy and i could make it, just not now.
"anybody can fall in love, but just at the wrong time can make it all wrong."
ffs? :/

All I ever wanted to do:

5.12.09, 1:37 PM

was to fall in love, to be in love.

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
wouldnt surprise me, but screw them

Have you had sexual intercourse with more then 5 people?
no

Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don't talk to now?
oh yes & it sucks because i miss him

Was last night enjoyable for you?
hahah, oh god yes

Would you rather have long or short hair?
long

Who was the last person you high fived?
brittybritt(:

Will you be in a relationship next month?
prolly not!

Who was the last male you talked to?
my dad

Anything coming up that you're excited for?
my birthday(:

What are you listening to right now?
"but my legs were shaking, my hands were searching for her in the backseat of myyyyy car. i just lost iiiiiiiiiit & i can't believe itt. laaaa-ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, ohhhhhh, oh ohoho ohhhhhhhhh ohhh." - um, yeah. nevershoutnever<3

Wallpaper on your computer?
uh some sky thinger, idfk what it is

Where would I have found you last night at 11pm?
chillllen' wit ma cuz(:

Do you dislike anyone at this moment in time?
nope

Ever liked someone who was married?
sick, no

Who pissed you off yesterday?
nothing?

What's your favorite color(s)?
bluuue.

Do you honestly have feelings for someone at the moment?
not really

When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?
off,

When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
earlier

Do you want to see someone this very minute?
i look like shit so no :P

Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
yes or else i'm in lottttts of trouble :/

Will tomorrow be better than today?
mayyyyyyyyyybe? prolly not

Would you ever get a tattoo?
possibly, idk

Meet anyone new this year?
i meet new people all the time, :P

You're thinking of someone right now aren't you?
kind offfffffff,

Has anyone told you "Forever and Always" then left?
yes

Today, did you see "that" someone that makes you smile?
"that" someone? wtf hah

Who do you sit near in 3rd period?
for tech i sit next to eliza & tanya(:

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
si.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
when i need to

Who do you sit in front of in 1st period?
sadie,

Do you tend to waste a lot of money?
not really

Have you ever been called beautiful?
mhm

Who's hoodie did you wear last?
not suurrre.

Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
yeees:/

Do you hate being alone?
no

Is your room clean?
HAH! no way jose

Do you know a secret about your ex and if he/she pisses you off will you tell?
im not a complete bitch

Have you ever tried your hardest then got disappointed?
mhm

What was the cutest thing somebody said to you?
one time a guy named off everything he liked about me, it was pretty damn sweet.

What do you think about the weather?
it's snowing, wooooooooooo.

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
yeah

Are you friends with the last girl you talked to?
mhm,

Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
yes.

Have you ever given up on anyone?
i used to give up on people easily. now i know that it's dumb to give up on someone like that, so i dont anymore

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
kicked brittany

Are you happy with the way things are going?
suuuuuure.

When was the last time you were in a very good mood?
this morning(:

Do you know how to use a lighter?
yes, but i dont like lighters

Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
mhm :P

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?
duuuh?

Has anyone said you have changed lately?
not recently

Do you think you will ever be married?
hopefully someday(:

Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like?
nooo?

So I:

, 1:22 PM

do surveys when I have nothing to say. Gonna hang with BrittieBrittz later, (:

Misfits song survey
[made @ xanga.com/surveys_for_nimrods]

1. 20 Eyes- Ever called someone four eyes, or got called four eyes yourself?:
no, im not mean / dont have glasses

2. American Nightmare- Last nightmare you had?:
ahhhh that everyone left me :(

3. Angelfuck- Do you know anyone who you find attractive but they look much too innocent to screw?:
um no? idfk. weird question

4. Attitude- Meanest person you know?:
i could name people but i dun wanna

5. Bullet- Do you have a real bullet around anywhere?:
guns + me = no chance

6. Day of the Dead- Ever attended a Dia De Los Muertos celebration?:
uhwut?

7. Devil's Whorehouse- Is there a whorehouse by you anywhere?:
not that i know of

8. Devilock- Ever actually tried putting your hair into one of those, or saw someone else do it?:
never heard of it, hold on ill google it.. hahahaha no chance in hell

9. Dig Up Her Bones- Ever dug up bones, either intentionally or by accident? What happened?:
no

10. Die Die My Darling- Is there anyone you wish would just drop dead?:
im not mean like that ;]

11. Dust to Dust- Last time you cleaned your room?:
um never? haaaaa

12. Ghouls Night Out- Last time you went out with friends?:
oh gawd, been awhile. like veterans day? ;/

13. Hate The Living, Love The Dead- If you were a zombie, would you be nice or just kill people?:
i dun think you have a choice when yer a zombie

14. Helena- Would you name your child that?:
no

15. Horror Business- If you had a Halloween store, would you call it that?:
sideshow terror would be cool

16. Horror Hotel- Would you stay at a hotel with that name? What do you think the theme would be?:
sure why not & probably scary stuff duh?

17. Kong at the Gates- Ever played Donkey Kong?:
hell yes

18. Last Caress- Last person you hooked up with?:
ew no

19. London Dungeon- Ever been to jail, or know someone who has?:
i think i know someone but idk

20. Mars Attacks- Do you think there's life on Mars?:
who knows

21. Night Of The Living Dead- Do you believe in zombies?:
that would be wicked sweet

22. Pumpkin Head- Did you carve a pumpkin this year?:
no

23. Queen Wasp- Ever been stung by a bee?:
nope

24. Resurrection- In a cemetery by my house, there's a street that says "Resurrection Drive". Do you think that's silly or is it disrespectful?:
haaa funny,

25. Saturday Night- Got plans for this Saturday night?:
yep, gonna chill with brittie

26. Who Killed Marilyn- Would you kill yourself to avoid getting old?:
maybe

27. We Bite- Last time a little kid bit you, or maybe a pet?:
my cat last bit me when i called him a zombie while watching shaun of the dead - no joke

28. We are 138- What's your favorite 3 digit number?:
147

29. TV Casualty- Ever been on television?:
mhm my elementary used to have assemblies & news casts would come

30. Walk Among Us- Last group of people you walked with?:
idfk? some people at school prolly

31. Violent World- Do you live in a bad neighborhood?:
haaaaa no

32. The Forbidden Zone- Last place you went that you weren't supposed to be?:
not even sure

33. Speak of the Devil- Do you know any Satanists?:
nooooooooo?

34. Skulls- How many clothing items of yours have skulls on it?:
maybe an old shirt

35. She- Who is your best female friend?:
paige

36. Some Kinda Hate- Do you hate anyone?:
no

37. The Hunger- What food are you craving?:
nothing im full,

38. The Haunting- Do you believe in ghosts?:
yes

39. Teenagers from Mars- Are teens really as rebellious and crazy as adults say?:
ahhh some are

40. This Island Earth- If you were stranded on an island, which one person would you want with you?:
somebody who is good at surviving, hahah

I'm so tired:

4.12.09, 10:09 PM

of you telling me or anybody else how much i screw up or how i act. im a freaking teenager, deal with it. i feel like crying just thinking about how much youre driving me crazy right now. its like you dont even care about my opinions. what if i dont wanna be "good" all the time? im not a good person.

just fuck off. its my birthday in 4 days, and youve already half-ruined it. dont try anymore.

Why can't you see:

, 9:52 PM

how much I need you?

It's not over tonight:

3.12.09, 4:32 PM

Just give me one more chance to make it right. I may not make through the night. I won't go home without you<3

Oh, how I adore Maroon 5. I always forget about them, and then remember them & fall back in love! It's a bipolar relationship. (:

So my birthday is coming up; the ninth of December! I'm gonna go to Texas Road House for my birthday dinner, yuuuum! & then I might go bowling for my "party thinger." I dunno, I haven't had a birthday party since fifth grade. But I'm way more pumped to turn 14 than I ever was turning 13. Because when I tell people, "Oh, I'm 13." They look so surprised. :/ Kinda awkward.

I've also been wondering what people would think my name would be if they didn't know it. I think I could be a good Natalie. No idea, haha.

Well, I'm gonna go. Probably take some surveys or something. Peace:D

I have no idea:

1.12.09, 5:20 PM

who hacked my blog? But yeah, thanks. Haaa, edited my layout last night.
I am so utterly tired & feeling sickish. But I cannot miss school this week. My teachers would have an absolute fit.
Yeah, so I'm gonna go do homework & sleep.
Love yaa? :D