14th birthday, I got the following gifts:
(in the order i was given them..)
1. Charm bracelet - Amy
2. Necklace - Kyla/Rachel
3. Necklace & earrings - Kyla/Rachel
4. Bracelets - Kyla/Rachel
5. Surprise Cupcakes - Rachel
6. Ask Alice ; book - Mom
7. Serial killer book - Mom
8. iPod Touch - Dad
9. $15 iPod Giftcard - Zach
10. MY PURITY RING<33333 style="font-weight: bold;">Mom

& I guess there's more to come, good Lord.
Bahaha, not that i have anything against getting presents, it's just all too much. And just on Saturday, my dad bought a new Playstation 3; so it's like WOAH WTF? WHERE'D ALL THIS MONEY COME FROM?! But whatever, I haven't played the PS3 at all yet. I'm kind of scared of it. It's all shiny and black.. bahah.
Well, here's a survey to catch you all up on MYSELF! byyyyye fer now(:

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Is it hard for you to imagine life away from your hometown?
i've been away from my hometown for a whopping 9 years. it's quite easy to imagine..

Has anybody really broken you, and if so, has it changed you?
yes, someone & something. someone: i thought it could be forever with him, and all of a sudden he decided it was for the better if we weren't together. it seemed as though he was gonna say, "maybe another time, when things aren't like this." but then we got in this huge fight & i was soooo hurt. i couldn't imagine life without him, but ONE - a whole fucking ONE person decided to give me a hand and tell me "It's going to be okay. Trust me." & i love her to death. she is my sister<333>

Do you honestly have any regrets?
no, i try not to regret stuff.

Have you met anybody that changed your life?
bailey: taught me what best friends don't do.
paige: taught me how to smile for real.
emily: taught me that the world won't end, even if it feels like it will.
taylor: taught me respect and maturity.
zach: taught me that it's okay to be happy again.
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Have you ever cried over a text message?
nope, but i've thrown my phone because of one. "i don't think this is going to work." - pissed me off soooooo bad. my reply: "K WELL I'M GROUNDED ANYWAY, DON'T TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN." & he hasn't since (:

Have you ever opened up to somebody, but then they basically threw it all away?
pretty much. it happens a lot, & i'm still looking for someone who will actually listen and not just nod & say "mkay."

Are you in any kind of emotional pain right now?
since all of these questions are opening me up, kinda yeuh.

What are you listening to?
brick - ben folds

Are you nice to everyone?
i try. me & mean don't exactly go hand in hand.

Ever receive a really long apology?
yes. he apologized for being an ass & i forgave him. but i haven't talked to him in like a year :P

When is your birthday?
December ninth.

Can you watch scary movies?
sure thing<33>

Who have you talked to most in person today?
paige probably.. i dunno.

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
i was just biting my nail, does that count?

Are there any bruises on your body?
possibly.

This time last year, were you single?
i think sooo.

When was the last time you cried?
i can't remember.

Who is the last person you texted?
emily, i believe.

When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
i haven't hugged anybody today.

When was the last time you smiled because of a text message?
something emily said, but i'm not posting it..hahaha,

Are you usually wide awake in the morning?
oh gosh no.

Who were the last three people you saw in person besides family?
this lady & her daughter. & my mom.

Are you planning on having kids?
i want them.

Is there someone who always makes you smile?
yes.

What are you wearing right now?
same clothes i wore to school.

Did the last person you kiss have piercings?
no.

Do you like the snow?
yayay(:

Is your bed comfortable?
OH YESSS.

Do you dislike the last person you kissed?
he's a cutie. & i miss him!

When you trip, do you get embarrassed or just play it off?
ahhh, i don't trip ;)

Would you consider yourself spoiled?
yesyes.

Let's test your memory, what color shirt were you wearing during your last kiss?
nooooooo idea.

Do you find it hard to trust others?
not really.

Do you expect to move out in the next year?
nope.

Would you ever donate blood?
yes.

Who was the last person you sent a message to on facebook?
zach.

Who was the first person to ever break your heart?
prince william, duh.

Has anyone done anything really sweet for you recently?
yes, zach held my bag while i got my marshmallow coat on.

Have you ever made a guy cry
apparently.. whatever.

Have you talked to a complete and total jerk today?
my gym teachers decided to keep only the GIRLS after class to look for a shoe.. it was tarded, fo' realz.

Were you under the influence whatsoever last night?
no.

The person you have feelings for runs up and kisses you, what do you do?
lalalalalala WEIRD but cool:)

Do you like Red Bull?
sometimes(: i like amp bettttah!

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point that isn't around anymore?
yeuh..

Do you get stressed out easily?
sometimes.

Will you kiss anyone tonight?
baha, no.

When was the last time you were in a very good mood?
today.

Are you currently looking forward to anything?
mm winter break!

Do you plan on getting drunk in the near future?
nooo.

Have you ever told anyone you loved them and honestly meant it?
"i wouldn't say it if i didn't mean it. <--precisely." - answer from the person i copied this from. well, i used to say that before i met this guy i fell really hard for & i told him i loved him & ends up i didn't mean it, so yeuh. sometimes you don't always follow what you plans. ANYWAYS, yes i have told somebody i loved them & honestly meant it. he's my bestfriend:)

Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
.. lol

Do you like to cuddle?
sometimes, not really.

Who was the last person you took a picture of yourself kissing?
bahahahahaha

At your best friend's house, do you know your way around the kitchen?
ahhhhh no. i don't even know the way around MY kitchen.. :P

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
oh yeah. wanna see before & after pictures?

i think i've changed, ahaha.
Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
yeah, somebody in my grade actually :P

Have you held hands with someone in the past 24 hours?
yep.

Do you usually apologize first?
ahhh idunno.

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
of course.. i'd be like, nothing without that kid.

Who was the last person you high fived?
clarissa! (:

Will you be in a relationship next month?
ahh no.

Last time you went to church?
i don't believe in church.

Are you thinking about someone right now?
kinda.