Vodka and Cavier

survey.

14.1.10, 6:44 PM

Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
all the goddamn time. It gets so annoying, you have no idea. Plus i get uber emotional about stuff & end up crying. That's why i try not to think too much.

Do you wish a past relationship could have lasted longer?
well yah, i really miss talking to him & how he completely understood everything i said or thought. & now it almost feels like he's right in front of me, i just can't get ahold of him. UGH FML SORRY

Write random lyrics to the song you're listening to?
it's instrumental right now, since my dad is playing geeeeetarrrr heeeero!

Do you kiss and tell?
probably not, since i don't kiss a whole lot of people? Lol.

Have you had alcohol this week?
nope.

Are you happy with life?
life sucks sometimes, ya know. But right now i'm just trying to make it. Especially today, it was really hard for 90% no reason..

Could you cry right now?
honestly, yes.

Do you like the color orange?
it's cute.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
like 10:15 aha

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a S?
nope.

Ever kissed anyone 18 or older?
nope.

In the run of a week, how many times do you straighten your hair?
anytime i get ready lol.

Will you marry your high school sweetheart?
i'm not in highschool, nor do i have a "sweetheart"

Do you have feelings for anyone?
i'm so confused & unsure, it's not even funny.

Math or English?
math.

When was the last time you saw your father?
i can see him right now, :P

When was the last time you cried really really hard?
it's been a while.

How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
for something i did? none.

This time last month, were you single?
yah.

What about now?
mhm.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
waking up = not a happy task.

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
not usually. Most of the time things have to be truly effed up.

Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't?
all the time. That's the only time I'm a good liar.

Did you ever own one of those kid electric cars?
i think maybe once?

Who taught you how to swim?
one of the swim teachers at the elementary pool.

What was your favorite meal as a child?
tacos.

Do you know what your name would have been if you where opposite sex?
alex, ohho how original.

Do you have any twins in your family?
nope.

Do you just want to yell in someone's face right now?
yes. a few people..
#1 person) STFU I'M SO TIRED OF YOUR VOICE & HOW YOU FOLLOW ME AROUND EVERYWHERE. JUST LEAVE ME ALONEEEEE
#2 person) I'm so done thinking about us. I'm just done with what iffing myself and you. I just really want you to know how much I'm hurting. Still. It's almost been a year, & I still hurt. How pathetic. And guess what? In reality it's all your fault.
#3 person) what the hell is your problem? seriously, girl. just chill out.
& i think that's it..

Was today a good day?
no, it was just a sad day. & i don't know why.

You got laid last night, didn't you?
yah man. totally.

Relationship status: Single, taken, complicated?
i'm single.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you said something to?
my dad.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a C?
nope.

What about a E?
no.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
ah, yes.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
8?

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
idfk.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
nope, not changing for anyone but myself.

Are you shy?
yessur. but not with my friends.

Are you close with your siblings?
we're pretty much on separate islands. always have been.

What were you thinking during your last kiss?
idfk.

Do you think you will get drunk sometime in the next year?
let's hope not!

Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
yes. i'm bad at taking those kinds of risks & chances.

Are you open about your feelings or closed?
closed.

Think of the last person you told "I love you" to, did you mean it?
paige is my best friend, i'll always mean it.

Last year, do you remember who you liked?
taylor.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
no, i'm nasty.

Do you wear socks to bed?
no.

Have you ever ridden a horse?
yes.

Have you ever been in a relationship longer than 3 months?
uh no, the longest is alex & i went out from january 21 until march 23.

You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
idfk.

Are you clingy?
idfk.

Have you ever been nice to someone who treated you like shit?
yah. i'm such a loser.

survey.

14.1.10, 6:44 PM