Vodka and Cavier

27.2.10, 6:15 PM

But while you debate half empty or half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown

I went to the library today, and got some good books :) Then my dad & i ventured off to a small used book store. I bought two books: Precious (the one they made the movie of) and Milkweed. They're two books I've wanted for a while now, and now I got them! & only for $4.71 - which I thought was crazy, seriously. Later tonight I'm going to go babysit two little boys who I have never met; so that'll be interesting. One is 3 & the other is 7.

Blah, & I'm still sick which is no fun whatsoever. Seriously? It seems to go away and come back all the time. But whatever, it'll go away eventuallllly. :)

lmao, i love watching my cat sneak into my parents' room as if he's on some secret mission. makes my day soo much brighter (:

peace out lamos. & cuties. depends on who ya are (;

23.2.10, 12:39 PM

And if you die, I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away.

Home sick today. Bored out of my mind, you have no idea. i've been just listening to music, falala. can't wait until i can sleep again :S & my tummy hurts. same with my throat. and my head. i'm a messs, fer real.
i wonder if i could get subway tonight, because now that sounds REALLY good. ffs :/

, 10:44 AM

omg i'm gonna pee my pants. i haven't peed since yesterday D; NOT GOOD PEOPLES. not like any of you care anywayyyyy ;)
i'ma do a survey:) <3

Would you rather smoke weed or pop pills?
How bout neitherrr?

Have you ever eaten a bug?
i'm sure i have.

Who are you more like, your mom or your dad?
UUUUUH, i'm kinda split between em. But i'd of course like tuh think i'm my own person:)

Do you tell your mom or dad everything?
i tell my mom errrrrything.

What do you like more, fruits or veggies?
Fruits.

Who do you talk to the most about your problems?
Uuuuh, Zach or Paige.

Out of Pizza Hut, Taco Bell, or Subway. Which one do you love the most?
Pizza Hutt. I HATE Taco Bell & Subway is nasty half the timee.

What's your favorite color out of these? Green, Yellow, Blue, or Purple.
Blue<3

Do you have Pop-Tarts in your house right now?
Yesss.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
It's kinda nastyy, but whateva.

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
Well i'd hope not?

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Taylorr.

Feel like talking to someone that you haven't in a while?
Nah.

Is anyone's birthday coming up?
hm. I don't think so.

Who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day?
Noooo.

Are you picky about who you give your number to?
Not reallly. Just as long as you don't frukkin prank call me. damn sixth graders do that allll the time.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
i have beforreee.

Think of the last person who hurt you, do you forgive them?
kfjwiuefgr STFU :)

Did you ever lose a best friend?
Just Bailey, &we've both changed sooo much. For the better, definitely.

If you were stranded on a desert island would you survive?
hahahahahah no.

Do you like road trips?
yesyesyes.

Can you live a day without TV?
yeaaah.

What is the longest you have been in the car for a road trip?
looooooong ass time. idk how long tho.

Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
i guess that doesn't happen to me a lot since people know bettterr? hahah.

If your best friend was kicked out, would your parents let him/her live with you?
wellll I'd hope so.

Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
not really. i feel like s h i t.

Do you remember who you liked in grade eight?
i'm in grade eight right now & i've liked a lot of people so farr.

Who's house did you last go to?
can't membaa. britt's i think?

What's on your mind?
FRAMING HANLEYYYY<3

Do you love anyone?
you;)

Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?
mm, bothhh!

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
yesss, shit.

What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
sleeping:)

I never thought

20.2.10, 9:00 PM

not being yours would be so hard.

I miss you more than anyone ever.

This weekend

7.2.10, 8:22 PM

was definitely not boring. Went to my grandma's yesterday around 3, and came back today around 2.

You need to quit getting so mad at me. I swear, I'm done with that bullshit, you say that you aren't going to get mad anymore but I have a feeling you will. You say we're perfect together, but then you say I don't care enough. Ugh, so confusing. I just want to make this work. Sososo badly.

& You are amazing. I have no idea what I'd do without you. That's why you're my BESTfriend and not just some guy I talk to sometimes. You always know what to say no matter what and what to do to cheer me up. "CLOWNS ARE GOING TO NIBBLE YOUR TOES!" haha (: I love you, bff <3

Talk to meeee, on msn! alexiswieck@live.com <---- i'm bored :/

I want this to work but

5.2.10, 5:48 PM

we continuously get mad at each other and I'm pretty sure your trust in me is below 50% which is gay as hell because I've never done anything to you. I don't know what your dating past is like, or whatever, but I do know that this is the now and I'm your present girlfriend and I'm different from the rest. I'm not some whore bag that goes around flirting with every guy I talk to, and even though I get along and talk to guys a lot better than girls, it doesn't mean I like them.

I LIKE YOU. and you only, so just trust me when I say I will never purposely hurt you. But it really pisses me off when you keep assuming that I like my best friend??? WTF. That would be dumb, because I wouldn't be dating you if I liked him!

You aren't my everything, that's way too much for me right now. But you're part of my life, which is more than most people ever get; do you understand that? You're the second guy I've truly let into my life since I was last hurt. Be thankful I trust you. Dammit. I can't allow you much, but I can allow you enough to love.

So Just Chill, and don't get so mad at me all the time. KTHANKS.