I'm a mess, I confess that I'm nothing without you
And there is nothing I can do to prove to you I'm being honest
Now I see, everything; and yes I've known it all along
I was so lost, but I'm back and I finally know now where my here belongs.Yesterday was a good day, weird night. I stayed home sick. I'm losing my voice, and it sucks majorly. uuuugh, fml.
I'm gonna do a survey though :)
NOW
Is your hair up?: it is not.
Is your phone right beside you?: it's next to my ipod & the light up pen. :)
Do you have a bf/ gf?: nope.
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: mm, yes.
Do you have plans for tonight?: uuuh, i don't think so.
Are you wearing makeup?: whatever's left from yesterday. pathetic.
Are you wearing chapstick?: i have to now.
Are you cold?: no.
Are you tired?: always am.
Are you excited?: for what?
Are you watching t.v.?: no.
Are you wearing pajamas?: no.
Who's the last person you IMed?: uuuh i can't remember.
Who's the last person that called you? jake. i ignored it though.
PAST
Anything you regret? no.
Ever lied?: yeah, i'm an awful liar though.
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: no, gross.
Ever spit at someone? mm, i don't think so.
Ever kick something living?: lmao, like a dog or something? noo.
Ever had your nails done?: no.
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: yes.
LAST WEEK
Had any plans last week?: um, not really. babysat on saturday. thas bout it.
Who did you see most last week?: no idea.
Was last week interesting? not really? lol.
TODAY
Have you cussed?: shit & stuff.
Have you yelled at someone? no.
Have you gotten mad at someone? no.
Have you cried? no.
Have you called more than 3 people?: no. haven't called anyone.
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: no.
Have you eaten anything gross? no.
SPILL YOUR GUTS
Q. First thing you did this morning?: asked mom if i could stay home.
Q. Last thing you ate?: a hot dog.
Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks? um, nothing i can think of.
Q. What's annoying you right now? my stupid throat hurts.
Q. What's the last movie you saw? i can't remember.
Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?: i've been in a couple. so far haven't worked out very well.
Q Where is the last place you went?: the middle school.
Q: Who is the last person you called?: mom.
Q: Been cheated on?: not that i'm aware of.
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? i guess i wouldn't know.
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): love.
Q: Do you wish on stars?: no.
Q: Does it work?: no.
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them of: i haven't worn shoes that tie in like three months. :P
Q: When did you last cry? couple days ago.
Q: Do you like your handwriting? people always say i have good handwriting, but i really don't.
Q: Are you a friendly person? i guess so. lmao.
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world? uuuuh no?
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night? mine.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? white & navy blue.
Q: Do you have any pets? my kittycat :)
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets? white.
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night? i think i was just getting home?
Q: last person you talked to : outloud? uuuh mom.
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad? last night.
Q: Look to your left: bookshelf & laundry closet.
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep? yes.
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder? yes.
Q: Song that makes you cry? You'll Be In My Heart - Teddy Geiger's version.
Q: Are you a normally happy person? i really am. :)
Q: Is your self-esteem low? not really.
Q: What color are your eyes? blue.
Q: Long or Short Hair: longish.
Q: Current Music? The Conversation - Motion City Soundtrack.
